confessionsabouteatingdisorders:

I used to think that being thin is oh so glamour as well, and I fell for pro-ana propaganda because I wanted to be someone special, perfect and strong. I thought that I can stop whenever I want. My life is a living hell now. I am empty; I destroyed my family and my future. I used to be a brilliant student. I used to be happy. Now I am broken. Now I am weak. I am nothing. Don’t be just as stupid. Quit when you still have the chance.

this is so true, i can’t even..it took me so long to realize that i needed help and needed to get better. it’s a long, long road to recovery, and i’m only just at the start. It’s not anything to be proud or or happy about..ladies, and gents, you’re all lovely how you are. please don’t get sucked into the hell hole that i got myself into.

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